the word to you #2

aku adalah seorang gadis.
yang selalu duduk di kursi belakang.
memandang semua warna dan kehidupan yang tak pernah berhenti.
dari sudut ruang yang gelap dan dingin.

dulu kau datang.
menyinari dan menghangatkan sudut ruang ini.
dengan canda dan tawa mu.
tapi sekarang kau pergi.

pergi dengannya.
dia yang sesungguhnya kau sayangi.
dia yang sesungguhnya kau cintai.
dia yang sesungguhnya ingin kau miliki.

ntah mengapa dulu kau pernah menginginkan ku.
mengapa kau pernah berkata bahwa kau menyayangi dan mencintai ku.
mengatakan sesuatu yang mungkin sesungguhnya untuk dirinya.
dan ntah mengapa dulu kau bisa merasa bahwa diriku lah yang kau cari.

aku tak tau apakah itu hanya kebohongan belaka.
aku tak tau apakah itu benar-benar dirimu.
aku tak tau apa sesungguhnya di balik semua ini.
dan aku tak akan pernah tau.

aku juga tak tau.
apa aku sesungguhnya menyayangi mu.
apa aku sesungguhnya mencintai mu.
apa aku sesungguhnya membenci mu.

hanya satu kata yang dapat ku sampaikan.
terimakasih.
karena kau telah memberi ku kesempatan.
kesempatan untuk merasakan semua yang pernah ku rasakan bersama mu.

terimakasih

the word to you

aku adalah seorang gadis.

yang selalu duduk di kursi belakang.

memandang semua warna dan kehidupan yang tak pernah berhenti.

dari sudut ruang yang gelap dan dingin.

tapi semuanya berubah.

saat kau datang menghampiriku.

saat kau beri senyuman manis padaku.

saat kau sapa hangat diriku.

sudut gelap dan dingin ini seketika itu berubah.

menjadi terang dan hangat.

dengan adanya kehadiran mu.

aku bahagia saat kita tertawa bersama.

aku bahagia saat kita berbincang bersama.

aku mengagumi senyum manis mu.

aku merindukan suara derai tawamu.

aku selalu menginginkan semua itu terulang lagi.

karena aku mencintai mu.

dan akan selalu menyayangi mu.

leave me alone

i know..
i can't to be like she..
i can't do what she do..

she is perfect..
she is beautiful..
she can do what you wanna she do..
she can to be what you want..

and i can't to be like that..
i'm not perfect and i'm not beautiful..
i can't do what you wanna i do..
and i can't to be what you want..

just want think i want you know before you leave me alone..
i realy love you, maybe doesn't same with she..

Looklet - Look: magic girl

Looklet - Look: magic girl

nostalgia SD

• kelas satu: semua ketipu sama bernie and nanda yang bilang mereka punya dan make sabu-sabu padahal itu adalah SERBUK BEKAS PENGHAPUS.. (ngerasa bego' banget daku)
• kelas dua: kayak na normal aja.. (lupa ada kejadian apa wakti ntu)
• kelas tiga: ada anak baru, salah satu na ada yg cewe' brani nglabrak anak klas 6.. (lupa sapa nama nya)
• kelas empat: ada anak baru lagi, 3 buah eh 3 ekor eh 3 orang, ku sering banget dapet kecil pas ulangan (emmhhh... and something again)
• kelas lima: rajin banget ada ulangan.. (dan udah bangga banget walaupun dapet 6)
• kelas enam: BANYAK BANGET, mulai dari yuda yg mecahin kaca mpe 3 kali, trus seluruh anak cowo' di 'marahin' ma pak Ken, trus yg cewe' pas sholat di perpus ke kunci lah, suka curi-curi nonton di ruang guru lah, ada yg bangga dapet nilai kecil lah, dll, dll, dll

sumpah deh, ngekek-ngekek kalo inget ini..

bwuahahahahahahahaahha...

buat yg laen na, tolong tambahin ndiri ya kejadian-kejadian yg kamu inget..

jurnal kucrut mrs.danger

huuuaaahhh..

udah lama kagak buka blog lagi..

maklum orang sibuk.. (haha, pede amat)

tapi emang bener kok, lagi sibuk ujian..

oke cukup basa-basi nya..

untuk masalah 'the diaries of an alliens' kita pause dulu..

aku kehabisan ide (sebetulnya ada, tapi lagi males nulis yg begituan)

aku cuma pingin ngebahas tentang blog ku ini,

mungkin gak penting buat kalian semua.. (aku juga mikir gak penting)

• jurnal: terinspirasi dari sebuah novel yg menceritakan seorang anak smp yg sedang terjebak dalam masa peralihan anak-anak dan remaja sampe akhirnya dia buat blog namanya 'jurnal jo'
• kucrut: gak tau kenapa deh nie kata bisa nyangkut di sini
• mrs.danger: pertama sih karna ku ngefans ma mr.danger alias JOE JONAS, tapi lama-lama walaupun udah mulai gak begitu fanatik ku pingin aja tetep di anggap 'BERBAHAYA' hehe..

dan jadilah blog ini!!

the diaries of an alliens

part she/he

i know..

you'r a princess/prince. you'r the miss/mr populer. you'r anythink they need..

and you'r my friend..

but..

you make me want to throw up..

after i know this story..

i don't believe that's YOU!!

i know you'r the leader. you'r the trendsetter. 

but..

i never want to become you'r twin!!

i never wanna that..

i am is me..

i have a diferent life. very DIFERENT!!

i have a style. not like you..

i know what i want. and that's not YOU!!

to be continue..

the diaries of an alliens

part 'they'

they are one think i need.. (besides 'him')

they make me smile. they make me laugh. they make me crazy.. 

always in i feel sad. i feel lonely. i feel stress..

yeah..

you know they?

yups, they are my FRIEND'S. my BEST FRIEND'S..

they are one think i want to kill.. 

they make me angry. they make me want to throw up. they make me cry..

always in i fell happy. i fell.. (urgh, i don't wanna say anythink about 'they', i want.. hueks)

yeah..

you know they?

they are my ENEMY. my BEST ENEMY..

and..

i have a FRIEND. but sometimes they change become my ENEMY..

sometimes i love they. but sometimes i hate they..

to be continue..

the diaries of an alliens

part 'him'.....

whether i will lost him again?? 

in the second time??

i never want that..

he is my best boy i have..

he like prince in fairytale..

he is one think i need in my life..

i cant imagine what happened with me if he go away..

life is suck without he..

i know, i doesn't same with she..

she is the 'miss popular' and i'm just a girl..

but i promise i will not hurt you.. 

i swear..

give me one chance..

you'r my life

to be continue..

the diaries of an alliens

sometimes i think i don't know who is i am?

i don't know anythink about me..

i think i just an allien be lost in the terrify world..

no one  tryn' to find me .. no one..

sometimes i think "how stupid i am thinking about that?"

but..

i just wanna someone in the world thinking about me cause i think no one thinking about me..

i hope sometimes my prince come to me with anythink i need..

come with no lies.. the sweet little lies..

i don't wanna my prince bring that to me..

i hope you come to me to make me smile and laugh.. my prince.. my friend..

to be continue..

It's Not Over

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

KRISTEN STEWART AND ROBERTS BABY PLANS!

KRISTEN STEWART AND ROBERTS BABY PLANS!

just friend or best friend

gue bener-bener gak nyangka kalo ternyata dia bisa gitu,
bisa-bisanya dia bilang gitu, di depan gue mungkin dia baik sampe gue pikir semua masalahnya udah kelar, tapi ternyata, NGGAK!!
semuanya malah mangkin PARAH!!
sebetulnya gue gak mau cari masalah, apalagi sama 'siapa lah namanya itu', tapi kayak anak kecil yang di kasih permen, kalo emang dia yang ngasih masalahnya ya gue tanggepin, gue berusaha untuk nanggepin lebih halus dari pas 'siapa lah namanya itu' ngasih, karena gue masih ngehargai 'siapa lah namannya itu' .

tapi...
ternyata, di balik semua ini ada satu hal yang bikin gue yakin kalo gue masih punya orang-orang yang ngerti dan nerima gue apa adanya, yaitu..
THE BIG FIVE !!
mereka mau dengerin semua curhatan gue dan ngasih nasehat yang bukan untuk jerumusin gue atau ngejatuhin gue, mereka mau saling berbagi dan terbuka tanpa ada saling curiga dan minta balik, mereka bikin gue bisa ngelupain semua masalah gue, dan gue percaya mereka,

 

thank's buat kalian semua ya, :)